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The calm
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The calm I feel strange lately, an odd sense of calm. It’s not where I want to be, but, where I am. My life is like a storm in general and now I am left with its wake. The part of me that is most creative is fueled by the emotional ups and downs. So I am sitting in stillness now…there is a literal silence in this stillness. I’m feeling gentle and soft and so much a woman…I am fragile to the actions of others. My imperfections scare me, often thinking that no one will love me because of them. My scars are on the inside as well as the outside. It seems that although many say it doesn’t matter, it does. Because, so many look so hard for physical perfection…mental perfection. I am neither. Often I see myself as broken…but, I know I am perhaps everything but. Living through life is often difficult and it leaves us shattered in so many ways. When the storm passes we pick up what is left and we piece our lives back together…I think of myself as being fragile, but more often, I toughen up and get a bit bolder and shine a little bit more. So today, I put my pretty face together and hopefully play a better game of pool. I would kind of hope I would get asked out to do something fun…By that I mean a hike, movies perhaps hearing a nice band…there must be someone who is just as restless as I am. Today I open my heart ...the bruised, beaten heart ...today I will make a difference in someone's life...I will make them smile. I will make someone feel good about themselves.In return I will make today just a little bit sunnier. |
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"experience is the best teacher, and we learn. Oh, how we learn" not positive but I believe that's TS Elliot. You do make the sunshine, don't you? Well as far as I am concerned you do, because I know you did today. I want the sun to shine every day, and only you can do that. I know you are my sunshine.
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I was going to go back a few years to see what makes a frog_princess tick. This I am not going to do and I have my reasons, and there very simple. When were sitting on that double porch swing we just got putting up together, I want to be able to turn to my princess (no more frog) and say "so tell me". Then in that most beautiful voice, she will tell me something, anything. It won't be something I read before but something that comes from the one story teller I couldn't live without. By the way, between you and me I don't know if I can live without that story,but I can say I don't want to.
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I honestly apologize to all her fans out there, I truly thought I was done for the moment. My frog_princess, my princess, my story teller, I could never be done without you. For starters I would have to begin, begin without you. Not on my life. Now I forgot why I came back, but if you write it either you mean it or your some kind of... never mind. Now I can't think but this is staying(why not) as long as my princess understands what I mean. In my Hart I believe she does, if she even remotely thinks the same. Truly sorry frog_princess fans but I will say it, I AM in love and will not hesitate to take her from you. wish me luck
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Sadly those are my exact sentiments.It is true, here anyway. It is what's on the outside that counts.People try and tell me otherwise and I laugh.They are just as guilty.There is an underlying cruelty here that really makes we not trust any women any more I even have a had time looking them square in the eye.I abhor straight faced liars . You'll bounce back and things will be back to normal.This is a candy store for the ladies.Waiting for messages to come in must be such a burden.The well meaning and decent people take a back seat to the virulent.I realized back in October that I had nothing in common nor any desire the be with any of these people that enjoy the pain they inflict but are so hung up on themselves that can't handle it when it happens to them. It also sucks that they have profiles on other sites and lay in wait to dispense their venom! Give it a month and you won't even know what happened.jb no one will love me because of them. My scars are on the inside as well as the outside. It seems that although many say it doesn’t matter, it does. Because, so many look so hard for physical perfection…mental perfection. Using more than all the road!
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