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If you are patient enough you will get your answer  

LustfulLady64 60F  
1228 posts
3/29/2015 6:28 pm
If you are patient enough you will get your answer
Lately I have been toying with the idea of being in a relationship. This is something I thought long and hard about. But in the end decided its not the right time for me.

I don't really have the time or maybe don't want to make the time. Either way I am satisfied with my decision.

I was really beginning to feel that pull to find someone who fit my needs and wants.
Thought about dropping off this site for a while too, just to determine if I was using it as a distraction to what I was truly searching for...

Even started to freak myself out with the way my feelings for boy toy were leaning!
I am beginning to develop deeper feelings for him. But I am also happy with our situation the way it is. It does continually loom over my head that what we have can end at any moment and that does make me sad but I know I will move on from what ever emotional disaster may occur.

The true realization came a few days ago. A friend of mine recently returned from a 9 month deployment and as much as I want to spend time with him. I just don't seem to have it! It made me realize that if I really wanted to spend time with anyone I would find a way. Now don't get me wrong. I love spending time with this man! So much so that I visit with him for hours. But it always seems lately that with any time I think of planning something. Something else comes up and takes precedence.

I told my tonight I really need to find a distraction from boy toy but don't see it happening because I am so busy with everything else. We started working on the house and yard. I am starting up a work out routine with my and -in law. I had started then got nasty sick. (no bueno). And between working both jobs, I really don't have much time to involve a romance.
Now the challenge will be leave time to play!

Until I am better that is also on the back burner...
I do wonder if I am too busy because of my feelings for boy toy or just too busy in general. But then I remember he is in Colorado and we have separate lives.
d0gdaize 67M
375 posts
3/29/2015 6:42 pm

 not to sound blunt , but we all have choices. do you want a man in your life or not? Seems to me also being busy all the time , if i wanted a woman in my life , finding time would be the least of my problems. i would make time. ( just saying)


LustfulLady64 60F  
617 posts
3/29/2015 7:30 pm
    Quoting d0gdaize:
    not to sound blunt , but we all have choices. do you want a man in your life or not? Seems to me also being busy all the time , if i wanted a woman in my life , finding time would be the least of my problems. i would make time. ( just saying)
I HAVE made my decision. That was the whole point of this post. I am not willing to make time for a relationship. So obviously I am not wanting one.


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