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Blogs > AK_Snowflake > Growing up Kelly

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AK_Snowflake 48F
787 posts
7/4/2015 10:41 am
601 posts

Apparently I have had some shit to say in the years I have been on here. Not so much in the last year but yet here I am still sharing my shit.

To start today I would like to thank every man and woman who have served this country to give me the freedom of being an independent woman who can share on a sex site the ramblings of my life. I never want to take that for granted and while I know there are much bigger things in life I understand without this freedom I would probably have been sold years ago.

The 4th is actually my favorite holiday of all. There is no expectation of gifts, fireworks, parades and usually cook outs. What could be better? I have not been in town for a few of the 4th's so I am not sure what to expect from Anchorage. The weather is overcast and we have had fires all over the state so I don't think fireworks are going to happen.

Today would have marked a year with CM had we not broken up last month. There was that 3 month break so not sure it really counts but I am counting it. I am not sure why I miss him so much since he really was a dick but I do. It could be that 40 is fast approaching and for the first time in my life I wonder if I am destine to be single without me making the decision. It's kind of like when I had to have the hysterectomy, I knew I did not want more but when the choice was taken from me I was devastated. I know this insecurity will pass and I will move on with my life as I do but that is today's thought.

On a side note I am trying to eat healthier and drink more water. I drank so much water one day this week I peed for over a minute!

Carry on.

ak_bigbadwolf3 51M
2630 posts
7/4/2015 11:59 am

 You will enjoy 40 it is the new 30's after all. As for why you miss him well we are all more comfortable with familiarity.
Don't compromise yourself! You are all you've got!


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