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Blogs > AK_Snowflake > Growing up Kelly

Going back  

AK_Snowflake 48F
787 posts
6/24/2015 3:08 pm
Going back

Monday I will go back to work from my mandatory vacation. I am looking forward to it as well as dreading it. There is a part of me that hopes they ignore me however the other part of me wants them to ask questions because it needs to be known.
Nobody wants to be known as the crazy lady but we all want to be acknowledged as a person with needs and feelings.
I was positive I would start my path of self-destruction the last few weeks. I even tried to put it out there but did not have the energy or desire to follow through. Yay for me, boo for the people I would have physically used. Maybe the yay/boo should go the other way.

Have I mentioned I have not had an orgasm with another person in months? Months. I have been able to do it to myself but could not with another person. Wait it may be more than months; over a year.
I faked them. My body would respond and I wanted to; they were always on there teasing me, only to never actually happen. I know there is a mental block and hopefully it will go away in time. I faked because I didn't want to hurt feelings.

ak_bigbadwolf3 51M
2630 posts
6/24/2015 11:55 pm

 Orgasms? what are orgasms.
Don't compromise yourself! You are all you've got!


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