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All This Love Crap
All This Love Crap I'm someone who if God came to me and said I could know my future, I'd be like yes!! I hate not knowing if a guy is gonna last and if I'm just wasting time. I'm sick of being hurt and don't want to do it anymore. I am a passionate, loving person and when I fall I fall hard and fast without thought that I was going to. Then the guy isn't as into me and guess who gets their heart broken? Yep, me. I just want past the new honeymoon stage and know if it's going to last or not. Not knowing drives me absolutely crazy. This could apply to other parts of my life too, but this is what's on my mind right now. So if you could know your future, would you accept that knowledge or rather be oblivious and wait? **** This song kinda is my mood right now. "WHOO! All this love crap! I get you diamond ring, all these lacey things. I watch your favorite show for hours, get you a bouquet of flowers. OOOHHH!!! All This Love Crap, gets me down and OOOHHH!!! All This Love Crap, keeps me down, and OOOHHH!!! All This Love Crap, gets me down, and OOOHHH!!! All This Love Crap, keeps me down FIGHT! Keeps beating me down! CAN'T FIGHT THE POWER! Where is your gratitude for all the things i do? I bought you silk sheets for your bed, gave you a Beverly address. OOOHHH!!! All This Love Crap, gets me down and OOOHHH!!! All This Love Crap, keeps me down, and OOOHHH!!! All This Love Crap, gets me down, and OOOHHH!!! All This Love Crap, keeps me down (guitar solo) OOOHHH!!! All This Love Crap, gets me down and OOOHHH!!! All This Love Crap, keeps me down, and OOOHHH!!! All This Love Crap, gets me down, and OOOHHH!!! All This Love Crap, keeps me down" All This Love Crap by Hanson (sounds way better than the lyrics say, go look it up and see) I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless! |
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I can't say that I'd like to know, the surprise and not knowing actually makes it far more fun. It comes down to the trite cliche, the journey is the adventure. I know I'll eventually get anything/everything I want, and yes that is a large presumption on my part. Working to make that happen is also daunting, but I'll be damned if I give up on it and just wait for it to happen. Can't help it though, I'm an optimist at heart. So perhaps that helps focus my answer in my head.
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I dunno determinism is kind of boring, always knowing whats next. If one can culture their life and is fairly good at the art of prediction then the future should, "in theory" be kind pre-determined....or something like that? I like randomness, well, predictable randomness Greater Than The Sum Of My Constituent Parts!
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