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LOOSING A LOVED ONE...  

rm_JOJORU 53F
62 posts
8/14/2007 1:08 am

Last Read:
8/27/2007 9:59 pm
LOOSING A LOVED ONE...

On the first of the month I lost my father. I was gone taking mom to dialysis. My sister arrived to take dad to an appointment regarding his prosthesis. It was only a matter of 45 minutes since I left the house. I knew everyday was a blessing having dad with me still, but I guess I never thought he would be gone.

I feel so lost. So sad. So alone. I have been caring for him and mom for almost 5 years now. When I look at mom my heart breaks. They would have been married for 40 years in November. She married him right out of High School, he was twenty years her senior. I can't imagine her sorrow.

I can't say goodbye. I can't even empty the coffee pot out that still holds coffee from the last pot I made for him. It really isn't easy being a grown up. But I know I must move on and that dad is always with me.

So now I can go out and get a real nine to five. I still plan to care for mom and have her live with me. I also want to go back and finish college. So many plans and trying to figure out the divorce.

So to all my friends that I have been ignoring I am sorry. I am just really busy and trying to figure out everything. For those who have sent me messages and I have not replied, I am sorry. Some days I just don't feel like talking.

Frostygirl 54F
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8/17/2007 12:09 pm

 JoJo honey I am so very sorry to hear about your Dad. Big hugs and you and your family you are in my prayer's during this difficult time. Hang in there my friend!


rm_JOJORU 53F
40 posts
8/19/2007 9:42 pm

 Thank you Frosty. It was really great seeing you out last night. You have always been so kind and sweet. You really are a great!


sillverbullit 59M

8/27/2007 8:06 am

 JOJO just remember he is up there with god now and that is where we all want to end up he is in the most peaceful place there is.


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