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Blogs > shysexual_MTgirl > Sexual desires, thoughts & ?s

Conspiracy theory...  

shysexual_MTgirl 42F  
760 posts
1/10/2014 11:05 am

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1/11/2014 9:30 pm
Conspiracy theory...

I think there is a conspiracy against me ever having sex again. It seems like just when I get something planned, something comes up and the plans are ruined.

I was determined one way or another to end my nearly 2 year drought this weekend. I had actually decided to head to Bozeman and have a nice weekend. I even had a couple of men interested! But then I get a call, and I have family coming to stay with me this weekend. Did you hear that? That was the sound of my sex dreams shattering. *sigh*

I still had hope for last night and maybe today, but the window is closing...

Last night, with the encouragement of two new friends, I NEARLY slipped a former crush a card telling him to call me for a good time. Because that is all I really want from him. But I'm glad I didn't. I was laying in bed later, with Duracell, and I imagined him in bed with me...I can't really explain it, but I felt weird imagining him fucking me. Even though I KNOW he is well hung. Wtf is wrong with me?!

Then, on my way home, I get a text out of the blue from a man I've been talking to. We all know what 2 am texts mean. Woohoo! So, he wants to see a pic of me. My rule is to see a pic of the guy first before I send one of me. I've sent the first pic before, only to have the man not send one, then he sees me in a public setting and "outs" me as being on passion! Wtf part of discretion don't some people understand?! So, anyway, we go back and forth and he assures me that I don't know him and urges me to send a pic. I forgot to mention that he had another man interested in coming, too. So, I finally get one pic. Cute guy, blurry pic. Waiting for the next one, and he's like "now you." So I tell him not until I see the 2nd guy. (I'm not trying to be difficult, I just have to be sure I done know this guy) He won't send it. Then he asks me if I'm a democrat. Huh? Wtf does that have to do with anything?! So, I text him that I don't label myself with any party. I believe what I believe. But I don't like our current president. No response. I give him a couple of minutes, text him again. No response. I had been all ready to invite them over, all I needed was one pic. But no, they couldn't do it. And maybe I should shoulder some of the blame, but I work at a job where I see many different people. The last thing I need is to constantly see someone I've had a 3sum with.

Also, my premonition-like feeling from my previous post never came true. I can't decide if I'm relieved or disappointed. I can't help but to think that if I'd run into him last night, I might be having sex right now, instead of writing in my blog. *double sigh*

What do I do?

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