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VENTING & CONFUSSED
VENTING & CONFUSSED Have you ever did something that later you regreted? Well at first I thought what I did was the greatest thing in my life. Now after 2 weeks have past and several discussions I am not so sure. As you all have read I went to a meet and greet for the group I am in. Thought I had a wonderful time except for a few awkward moments. I talked to friends about and was trying to let them go. Now though since that time my personal life here has gone to hell and now some of the people I met at the m&g have gone to hell. I am just begining to think that if I hadn't left my state then none of this would be happening. Which makes me regret my trip. which upsets me even more because I don't want it to be a regret. I don't know how to feel about anything right now. My mind is on overload from my family crisis and now things that were brought to my attention. Sorry this is more of a vent than anything.....I needed an outlet that is why it is on here and not in a thread for everyone. Please no one take this as anything against them.....my mind is just fried right now. So much going on and I am never good at handling my own things.....I am better at dealing with other peoples problems. I think I need a vacation to someplace up in the mountains with cooler climates and maybe a big strong man to protect me from everything that's going on. Ok sorry for the rambling vent I am gonna go mix me a drink now and try to chill. Fuzzy ~~Fuzzy~~ |
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5/19/2006 10:44 pm |
Fuzzy, from what I know of the events that have taken place in the group & in your home life they would have both taken place pretty much as they did whether or not you had made the trip. So please do not regret making the trip, member it as you did before all these things started happening. The trip was great I really enjoyed meeting you in person as I'm sure just about everybody there did too. *HUGS & KISSES* Da Elf
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